Other postings are still public?

I'm not exactly sure whether the other old blogs are still publicly related to this one. Before i let myself fall into something unexpected, let us be very sure that all the knots are untied.

Something in my mind

There are few things that are rejuvenating my mind currently. First is flying, second is swimming, third is piano and the other one is running. These are the ones that keep on refiring my thoughts. Excluding the last one, I have started those quite a long time ago but still i am far some being able to master it. The worst is my piano, i've started it close to 3 years and i can only rate myself as level 1-2. It is ashamed to even consider myself as a pianist. Although there is an improvement in terms of my fingers pressing the notes according to the score, i guess it is still embarrassing to let others know that i can play piano. My play is very slow when reading the notes and i have trouble to read high-and-low notes. It'd take at least more than fortnight just to play simple songs, and that only happens due to my subconsciousness and my reaction to subconsciously 'memorise' the play.

I tried to play one famous song "Helo" by Beyonce that i initially think that i could play. It turned out that my current level is way too poor for me to keep up with the whole score. Because of my playing the notes so slow, the sound come out to be soo sucks. Well, so far i haven't given up with my practic able to play it. i set myself to be able to play it smoothly in a year. At least at the end of next year, Helo has become one of my favourite songs.

-1973-

A new chapter of life definition

I think life would be a little organised if you have a kinda something to jot down; it could be something that has happened to you or even something that you wish to do in the future. Jotting it down gives you a clear consciousness of what's flying over your mind and this helps you to do something better. So that is why i start off a new chapter of a blog of my own. I intend not to share this blog to anyone as it could mean private, at least to my self. Confidential statement or remarks that i may jot down in this blog might be 'unsafe' for others to read or it could be a place that others may interpret my story wrongly. So, it'd safe enough just for myself.

Well, why not continuing with the ones that i have. Definitely a big NO, cause it has come to my attention that my x and her fans have found it and it backfired me indirectly may has affected my long-overdue court case. The other one is too hostile, i don't want to associate my new blog to any hatred and hostility and more importantly to any persons that i know of.

Honestly speaking, i still have no clear clue of what i want to fill in inside this blog. But i kinda have the impression that it might filled up with something that i wish to do, that is productive and i'd be happy to write them down. Well then, it is just up to here now. We'll see what i will do next with this blog.

-1973-